Monday, September 23, 2024

"Art? Just Do It."

 


One moment ago, I leaned back in my chair brain fatigued and opened a random page of Julia Cameron's The Artist's Way.

A small quote on the right hand of page 141 gave me an oracle for the day: 

"Art? You just do it."--Martin Ritt

There is more to be said about art if you want to go into the content of the page, which is "Filling Out the Form." Cameron explained that if you are writing a screenplay—which I'm not—you must do the steps: Think of an idea, commit it to paper, and then write page by page for 120 pages. That's your daily work. And when obsession strikes—and it will—how the damn thing is not any good, you put that question aside and go back and write the next page.

 

I had completed a synopsis of a book I have written when I turned to Cameron’s book. I take that back; I had brain fatigue, but I can't say the synopsis is complete. I need to go over it again.

I was telling the story that agent’s and publisher’s request. They want the skeleton of the plot and the ending—no hiding that from them.

That took more work than writing the book. Although I shouldn't say that either, for I've spent more years than I can to mention on that book.

So, the years passed, but I haven't been hitting the keys continually to write it. After I read that a protagonist needs to be young and beautiful, I rebelled and wrote a story about a 65-year-old woman, single, a schoolteacher, who retired on the first page. (She is lovely, I couldn't resist.)

A friend said, "A spinster schoolteacher, that won't fly."

We'll see.

The first page changed. Instead, it begins with Miss Sara Rose’s granddaughter, fifteen-year-old Patrice. You know how kids are, they write their own story. To go back a bit, Sara Rose had a dream.

That dream was to ride a river in Africa.

I changed things, I rewrote it. I added a second twist that involves a mystery.

I was learning. I didn't think I could write, but I liked the idea. I thought I could only write in the first person until, halfway through, I found that I could write in third. I thought I couldn't write dialogue, but I did it anyway, poorly, but I did it.

I’ve written many things since then. I’ve blogged, written books, and it hasn’t taken me as many years as this one, but that book was my basic learning experience.

You artists know why you do it.

You are dreaming through your fingers—no matter the art form. It could be the dough that grows beneath your fingers. The fragrance of yeast wafts up into your face until your cheeks are pink from the joy of it. Your hands mold that pliant pile of flour, yeast, salt, and water until it is “spankable.” When it’s formed into a loaf and placed in the oven, the house smells so delectable it makes the angels sing. (I’ve been reading about making a sourdough starter.)

"Art? You just do it."



Thursday, September 19, 2024

Taming the Dragon

Dear fellow writers,

Steven Pressfield* says an artist’s resistance is like a dragon we must tame every morning.

A reader commented that Steven King writes joyfully every day, perhaps because he puts his dragons into his stories.

Is that the answer?

 

Since this is called a Writer’s Blog, perhaps I have been remiss for not talking about writing.

I have written almost daily for years and joyfully. Only recently have I experienced any resistance. I have felt that writing is my expression, my art, a way to be creative. (I believe everyone is creative—just find it and do it.) In creativity we find that No-Time-Zone where angels sing, birds chirp, and you are driven away from the computer (or canvas, or keyboard) only when starved or needing a water closet break. (Isn’t that a fantastic term?)

There at my desk, I happily put words on a page, thought up stories, read for fun and research, and all the while tried to get better.

(Pressfield wrote a book titled, Nobody Wants to Read Your Sh*t.)  We will write it occasionally, forgive ourselves, and move on. Hey Pressfield, that was not our intention.)

Maybe that’s my dilemma—I’m reading too much good stuff—stuff better than mine, or I feel I “should” be doing something that helps pay the bills. I feel guilty that I’m not calling Real Estate Leads. (I have a real estate license) One rejection after another gets tedious after a while.

(I did get hold of a fellow horse lover, a cowboy, and we had a good time, but he was not buying or selling, just fishing for information.)

Why don’t we do the thing that will make us feel better? I’m guilty of it—maybe that’s the dragon. That’s the resistance. I know that writing “Morning pages,”(Julia Cameron’s term) works like magic. So why don’t we do it? I know that meditation helps the mood and the blood pressure, so why don’t I do more of it? Time? Right, like we’d rather wallow in misery and let the cycling mind run amuck rather than spend 15 minutes writing out the junk we’ve accumulated.

We, you, me, I’m throwing us all in the soup. Morning pages are for your eyes only. It’s a mind dump. It is clearing out the debris so the real stuff can come through. It’s putting a period at the end of a sentence, something the mind tends to forget. Pressfield says we need to clean our house so the Muse doesn’t soil her gown on the way in.

Morning pages are for your eyes only, it’s writing out the sh*t, it’s taming the dragon, it’s cleaning the house.

*https://mail.google.com/mail/u/0/#search/Steven+Pressfield/FMfcgzQXJGnzBbKjnHxWPjHpRFxGlhhR